empty.life.complicated

Erm,I totally don't know how to start this article

My mind is complicated.

It's totally mess up my mind.

I don't know how to describe my feeling.

It caused by HIM.

haiz~

Feel like wanna share my experience with my buddies here

It's cool for ushered as a bikini girl at Lost World,Tambum

and also ushering during the Arthur's Day at Sunway Theme Park.

I met many pretties.

Keep posing for shoot at Lost World is tired.

It's the 1st time I dance on the dance floor in front the crowd.

It's quite happening over there.

I met many old friends there^^

Those are seldom meet seem we're graduated since high school.

Good to back my hometown.

It can be a first time I can enjoy the live of the artist

Sean Kingston-he's so cute...^^

Mzz Nina&Colby O'Donis-I totally don't know he's the artist,his hair dam curly.

Flo Rida-he's the most happening artist during all of them

others,I don't know who was them....heeees~~~

More jobs are coming up.

Hope to meet the same babes~~~<3

YOU & ME

Keep cryin for today.I have no idea for my temper right now.Is it getting worst now?Yea,It's dam fucking get to the worst.I miss him and don't wanna let him leave me even it's just a moment.


I hate argue with you cause my temper and his unacceptable reason.I need a mature guy to take care of me all the time,but I don't wanna lost him.It's such a contradiction situation in my mind.

I love the way him call me ferkferk,bibi,sohpo,abnormal(in chinese)...blablabla~~~xD

This-the ferkferk.But Sheena says it's look like Simon..@@

I don't like to be romantic with him.I enjoy the surprise he giving me.I enjoy the day&night with him.I love to see his silly face once i open my eyes.

No matter how caprice I'm,he also try to stand for it.Even he's fail to do so,even we're arguing.Well,he's the one who hold me again.

I hate the loneliness covering the atmosphere of his room while he's going to work,class or hanging out..blablabla...It make me feel that I'm just a THING.

I look like a short weirdo~@

The day I be with you is just a short period but it's like years.Do this relationship can last for years?Even it's just a year.I'll appreciate it.

慘痛

慘了慘了

我的生活已經徹底的顛倒了

尤其是昨天，

真的超級白~！！

6點才下班

好痛苦啊~~~~~~

本來說好今天去紋身的

結果

我當然睡得像豬呀~~

再一次的放飛機了

paise~~~~~~~

這是我上班的樣子了

穿著這透視的黑絲襪

走在sunwaypyramid

好奇怪~~@@

不管它了

呵呵

上班到了3點多

還以為可以下班了

結果

還要去另一個房間

遇到一個超級LC的顧客

25歲的二世祖

以為坐ferrari就大玩

還真的看不慣這種仙人

喝了Hennessy XO

真的不錯喝

超愛的

可是

加上我最討厭的Black Label

那味道簡直就是要我的命

在回家的半路就嘔死了

還好有 Evans 幫我準備熱水洗澡

真的謝謝他咯

不過我的Dear就可憐咯

6點多半夜被我吵醒

BeachParty快到了

我還沒有買到白色高跟鞋

還要agent有提供Bikini

要不然，那麼龜毛的我

都不知道幾時才可以買到

到底要穿怎樣的高跟鞋~~~

煩 啊煩啊

迷茫

有時候在想

到底是迷失了自己還是方向

站在這個人生的交叉

那么多個出口

我很彷徨

開始忘記自己本來的目的

開始忘記自己到底要做些什么呢

現在的工作和陪坐真的沒有什么分別

幸運的，就遇到好的客人

不好的，就遇到抹上摸下的

不過上班了兩天都沒遇上這樣的人

反而讓我看到那邊女孩子的恐怖

太驚人

搞得我都不敢看

還真的夠力下的

為了錢，

那么多女生要出賣自己的肉體

難道要做到那樣嗎？

那些錢真的不夠花嗎？

到底是為了什么？

物質？學業？家庭？

不過，在那邊

我只需要做好自己的本分

不要超過自己的原則

存好錢

我要買車

我要買D90

我要買回我的電話～！！