你

每當我腦海裡想起了

【 誰還記得是誰先說，永遠的愛我。。。】

那時候的我，

心情超複雜～

你對我，漸漸地，

變得好遠，好疏忽

你的冷落狠狠地把我丟到谷底

那可怕的洞穴，讓我看不見自己的眼淚

你不再理會我的信息，我的來電顯示

你不再為了我早點回家，看看在家等你的我

你說，你可憐我，你同情我。

可是，這都不是我要的

如果不是愛，為什麼還要繼續拉扯呢～？

我無法帶給你，你要的快樂

我給的都只是，讓你厭倦了我。

我不停地告訴自己，不斷地想你對我的好

其實，如果我沒和你一起去，你會過得比較快樂，是嗎？

壓抑在心裡的眼淚

在我手指不斷敲打鍵盤的那一刻

傾盆而下

我不斷回憶著，找尋著

我發現，我真的墮落到無止境的懸崖

原來，帶給你的，都只是痛苦的回憶～

Game life

I get myself to game again since I know use Iphone as modem also can play online game

Well, such a good new for me.

This game can be the 1st game that I really 'concentrate' played..Lmao

But I'm nt foolish as others

What's goin on?

ahahahaah.

Kinda funny things for me.

In this game,we can marry to someone who u prefer to.

So do I.

but how come some 'couples' are so serious on it.

They'll argue because of jealousy.

eg.

A give something to C and A's wife(B) get angry and scolding him on facebook~!!

X, from south of my country gonna find Y, from north of my country

because they're in love in this game.

Well,it all just some examples of those couples.

I really can't understand, how come people will use thousand money for the online game.

what they really need from the game?

being famous?

They can argue thru a thing that we call it speaker.

It's cost rm3.90 for an announcement.

If the one who playing this kind of speaker is below 20 yrs old.

It still can be acceptable.

When I know they're 30++, I'm shocked.

Woaaahh~they're insane~!!

Ooops~! I can't judge people since I also playing this game.

but I'm not over for it.

I just keep myself awake till now.........Lmao~

A.G.A.I.N

Such a long time i have been dump my blog here

without any updates.

well,I really can't find out what can i post here

even thought I'm depressed.

I definitely don't know what the hell I need most.

I need a car,travel to everyplace...blablabla

Once I growing up

I don't like to share my real feeling on public

I din't tell my friends what had happened exactly recently

I try to ignore the things which are happening around me

those rumors are surrounding me, it's dam annoying~!

2011, isn't a good year for me

rumors many,bad luck is surrounding

people enjoy to gossip this and that

well,I realized I need my parent so much

No matter what they had done,what they had scold or nagging

They're trying be good for me.

When I saw the tear is dropping in front of me

My heart is pain

I found that I'm so useless.

I can't be a successful daughter as you guy wanted

I can't be a obedient daughter as you guy hoped

I'm so stubborn for holding on my stuff

Yet, I don't have that impulse to do so

I'm just being lazy around.

22 years old

and

I have nothing.

Don't you think it kinda crazy~?

well,it's me.