tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39239183894112665302024-02-19T13:53:21.886+08:00Jessy魚丸❤Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.comBlogger89125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-12790120614153590852011-05-23T04:08:00.003+08:002011-05-23T04:40:38.948+08:00微笑的背後<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj12kal8eIxzlYUEc9C4XxAExHye2TIa1de6L3XDvCI7Lb2-PjXzngWVr4roaiq3pKli_vZsJy2_G0sa6K2MMgsXW_FR-UmfjBECWg0dKSm5plvGCEcREJ1s6ICCqSC11D0zaz4LGBTP5I/s1600/226226_116693451748534_100002236387963_149632_4733271_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj12kal8eIxzlYUEc9C4XxAExHye2TIa1de6L3XDvCI7Lb2-PjXzngWVr4roaiq3pKli_vZsJy2_G0sa6K2MMgsXW_FR-UmfjBECWg0dKSm5plvGCEcREJ1s6ICCqSC11D0zaz4LGBTP5I/s320/226226_116693451748534_100002236387963_149632_4733271_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609639651073345938" /></a><br /><br />最近拍照都喜歡把自己微笑的樣子記下來<div>不是因爲我愛笑,</div><div>只是我害怕我忘了怎麽笑</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9jG_TryPP-Fi2PkOliuhw7mx8Sby5E8DBVH53_8XWHeYJ7Vg3LSFkP3m7cId6WWy3sg3KrVP_PaMGdjHUUTL6NHon_rFPLicRHI3JPh_RT2fdxepQkpFq7b_UwqhC4sEVheNot3OxSEk/s320/223582_110067725744440_100002236387963_99490_3519257_n.jpg" style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609639652322623090" /></div><div><br /></div><div>回到一些曾經熟悉的地方</div><div>看到一些曾經認識的人</div><div>我會爲了小事而大笑</div><div>然而,靜下來</div><div>我的臉,滿滿的都是憂慮</div><div>我的眼神流露的只是哀傷</div><div><br /></div><div>和你分開1個月後</div><div>我知道你過得不錯,</div><div>因爲我都在偷偷看你的近況,就算你把我block了</div><div><br /></div><div>那天晚上所發生的</div><div>場面真的很不堪忍睹</div><div>朋友為我收拾得殘局</div><div>受傷的手一直不停的流血</div><div>奔騰的眼淚讓我看不清前方</div><div>腳上踩到的玻璃碎</div><div>血,弄髒了地板</div><div>。。。。。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>回想起來,覺得自己好傻</div><div>強留一個不再愛自己的男生</div><div>是爲了什麽</div><div>這一個月來</div><div>我看清了很多被愛情遮蔽的事實</div><div><br /></div><div>曾經,爲了把他留下</div><div>我嘗試用錢去‘賄賂’</div><div>真的好傻~~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>離開了他的世界</div><div>我要面對很多東西</div><div>新房子的房租還有deposit</div><div>新房子裏面零零碎碎的東西要買</div><div>我很慶幸我身邊還有對我不離不棄的朋友</div><div>在我身無分文的時候助我一臂之力</div><div>很後悔沒有一份穩定的工作。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不敢回去讓爸媽看到我過瘦,過憔悴的樣子</div><div>只會讓他們心疼,他們一定要我留下來</div><div>可是,我不甘心</div><div>我不想自己一事無成回去</div><div>媽媽,你等我回去好嗎?我要給你看到精神奕奕的我</div><div>爸爸,不管怎樣,不要放棄我好嗎?我要給你看到真真站起來的我</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;">我的家人,我的朋友</div><div style="text-align: right;">謝謝你們的陪伴</div><div style="text-align: right;">你們等我好嗎?</div><div style="text-align: right;">我會再次讓你們看見我内心真真的微笑</div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-29616867886033663972011-03-30T08:14:00.003+08:002011-03-30T08:33:39.843+08:00你每當我腦海裡想起了<div>【 誰還記得是誰先說,永遠的愛我。。。】</div><div>那時候的我,</div><div>心情超複雜~</div><div><br /></div><div>你對我,漸漸地,</div><div>變得好遠,好疏忽</div><div>你的冷落狠狠地把我丟到谷底</div><div>那可怕的洞穴,讓我看不見自己的眼淚</div><div><br /></div><div>你不再理會我的信息,我的來電顯示</div><div>你不再為了我早點回家,看看在家等你的我</div><div>你說,你可憐我,你同情我。</div><div>可是,這都不是我要的</div><div>如果不是愛,為什麼還要繼續拉扯呢~?</div><div><br /></div><div>我無法帶給你,你要的快樂</div><div>我給的都只是,讓你厭倦了我。</div><div>我不停地告訴自己,不斷地想你對我的好</div><div>其實,如果我沒和你一起去,你會過得比較快樂,是嗎?</div><div><br /></div><div>壓抑在心裡的眼淚</div><div>在我手指不斷敲打鍵盤的那一刻</div><div>傾盆而下</div><div><br /></div><div>我不斷回憶著,找尋著</div><div>我發現,我真的墮落到無止境的懸崖</div><div>原來,帶給你的,都只是痛苦的回憶~</div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-35701418111178758872011-03-04T09:29:00.003+08:002011-03-04T09:45:26.907+08:00Game lifeI get myself to game again since I know use Iphone as modem also can play online game<div>Well, such a good new for me.</div><div>This game can be the 1st game that I really 'concentrate' played..Lmao</div><div>But I'm nt foolish as others</div><div><br /></div><div>What's goin on?</div><div><br /></div><div>ahahahaah.</div><div>Kinda funny things for me.</div><div>In this game,we can marry to someone who u prefer to.</div><div>So do I.</div><div>but how come some 'couples' are so serious on it.</div><div>They'll argue because of jealousy.</div><div>eg.</div><div>A give something to C and A's wife(B) get angry and scolding him on facebook~!!</div><div><br /></div><div>X, from south of my country gonna find Y, from north of my country</div><div>because they're in love in this game.</div><div><br /></div><div>Well,it all just some examples of those couples.</div><div>I really can't understand, how come people will use thousand money for the online game.</div><div>what they really need from the game?</div><div>being famous?</div><div>They can argue thru a thing that we call it speaker. </div><div>It's cost rm3.90 for an announcement.</div><div>If the one who playing this kind of speaker is below 20 yrs old.</div><div>It still can be acceptable.</div><div>When I know they're 30++, I'm shocked.</div><div>Woaaahh~they're insane~!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Ooops~! I can't judge people since I also playing this game.</div><div>but I'm not over for it.</div><div>I just keep myself awake till now.........Lmao~</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-23466477372136506652011-03-03T03:09:00.002+08:002011-03-03T03:37:18.486+08:00A.G.A.I.NSuch a long time i have been dump my blog here<div>without any updates.</div><div>well,I really can't find out what can i post here</div><div>even thought I'm depressed.</div><div><br /></div><div>I definitely don't know what the hell I need most.</div><div>I need a car,travel to everyplace...blablabla</div><div><br /></div><div>Once I growing up</div><div>I don't like to share my real feeling on public</div><div>I din't tell my friends what had happened exactly recently</div><div>I try to ignore the things which are happening around me</div><div>those rumors are surrounding me, it's dam annoying~!</div><div><br /></div><div>2011, isn't a good year for me</div><div>rumors many,bad luck is surrounding</div><div>people enjoy to gossip this and that</div><div>well,I realized I need my parent so much</div><div>No matter what they had done,what they had scold or nagging</div><div>They're trying be good for me.</div><div>When I saw the tear is dropping in front of me</div><div>My heart is pain </div><div>I found that I'm so useless.</div><div><br /></div><div>I can't be a successful daughter as you guy wanted</div><div>I can't be a obedient daughter as you guy hoped</div><div>I'm so stubborn for holding on my stuff </div><div>Yet, I don't have that impulse to do so</div><div>I'm just being lazy around.</div><div><br /></div><div>22 years old</div><div>and </div><div>I have nothing.</div><div>Don't you think it kinda crazy~?</div><div>well,it's me.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-62197508872379852092011-01-01T08:43:00.001+08:002011-01-01T08:50:39.996+08:00空<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">原來</div><div style="text-align: center;">心情</div><div style="text-align: center;">冷卻</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">部落格就這樣被遺忘了</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-19669787788226938242010-12-08T15:50:00.003+08:002010-12-08T15:58:33.743+08:00其實其實我什麽都不想說<div>其實我什麽都不想做</div><div>其實我什麽都不是</div><div><br /></div><div>不想告訴人,我在幹嗎</div><div>不想做些我應該要做的東西</div><div>不想成爲你們心目中的乖乖女</div><div><br /></div><div>其實我不想離開怡保</div><div>我但願自己沒有很你們吵架</div><div>我但願自己從來沒有認識他</div><div><br /></div><div>其實我不想讀書</div><div>可是,我愛面子</div><div>我不想被人看扁</div><div>也不想成爲你們的眼中釘</div><div><br /></div><div>其實我真得很沒用</div><div>我發覺我的人生已經失去了鬥志</div><div>我不像以前的我</div><div><br /></div><div>其實我不是不去做工</div><div>還有很多東西讓我去做</div><div>我只是想,這個生日有你們的陪伴</div><div><br /></div><div>其實</div><div>我有好多好多的秘密</div><div>我有好多好多的委屈</div><div>我都不知道怎麽開口</div><div>因爲,在你們心中</div><div>我的存在與否,已經不重要了~</div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-85650487366956557932010-12-08T15:44:00.003+08:002010-12-08T15:51:06.055+08:00JUST<div style="text-align: center;">Just a word</div><div style="text-align: center;">I mess your plan</div><div style="text-align: center;">I spoil your mood</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word</div><div style="text-align: center;">We can't get back to usual</div><div style="text-align: center;">We just like a stranger</div><div style="text-align: center;">No more connection</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word</div><div style="text-align: center;">We're crying for what we've</div><div style="text-align: center;">We need to calm down</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word</div><div style="text-align: center;">remind me a song</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >'what if'</span></div><div style="text-align: center;">why don't everything just a dream</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm here waiting for the miracle</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Just a word</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >NO</span></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-73051205889957536922010-11-08T12:45:00.003+08:002010-11-08T13:50:22.631+08:00在金寶唸書時<div>我離鄉背井,我是個獨立的個體</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>我離鄉背井,我是個寄生蟲</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>日子再怎麼難熬,我還有爸爸的資助</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>日子再怎麼難熬,我只是無助的發呆</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>無論如何,爸爸的關心,媽媽的關懷,我通通都收到</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>無論如何,爸媽的問候是我最渴望的東西,也是最不可能得到的</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>肚子餓了,我可以立刻去打包</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>肚子餓了,也只有maggi面陪我</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>假日了,可以回家,要不然和朋友出去玩</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>假日了,還是一樣呆在家</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>遇到麻煩了,朋友都在我的身邊</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>遇到麻煩了,除了自己還是自己</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>生活過得那麼簡單,沒什麼是非,沒什麼無謂的不合</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>生活過得那麼複雜,是非滿天飛,吵架事件一摞摞</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>去到哪裡,都可以遇上相熟的朋友</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>去到哪裡,都只是孤身只影</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>遇到不快樂的事情,朋友都會抱著你,逗你</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>遇到不快樂的事情,只能寂寞的不哼聲</div><div><br /></div><div>在金寶唸書時</div><div>再怎麼不好,我都可以咬緊牙關去面對</div><div><br /></div><div>在吉隆坡生活時</div><div>再怎麼不好,我只是懶懶散散的得過且過</div><div><br /></div><div>明明知道,卻只是懶散</div><div>墮落了</div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-26523584215905691082010-11-04T22:04:00.004+08:002010-11-04T22:21:08.095+08:00好煩,好煩~~~~<div style="text-align: center;">射手座的人,都是比較嚮往外面的生活</div><div style="text-align: center;">喜歡新鮮,冒險,</div><div style="text-align: center;">很活潑開朗的</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">可是現在的我</div><div style="text-align: center;">卻天天躲在家裡</div><div style="text-align: center;">不去上班,不做菜</div><div style="text-align: center;">我知道,我在逃避著一些事實</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是,到底是什麼東西</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">在這裡的日子越來越久了</div><div style="text-align: center;">看清了這個世界的醜陋</div><div style="text-align: center;">而我,也墮落了</div><div style="text-align: center;">好像失去了人生的目標</div><div style="text-align: center;">我要的東西去了哪裡</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">當我選擇逃避的時候</div><div style="text-align: center;">我的目標離我越來越遠了</div><div style="text-align: center;">我清楚知道這個事實</div><div style="text-align: center;">我的心情很鬱悶</div><div style="text-align: center;">不為什麼</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">在耍憂鬱嗎?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我清清楚楚知道自己是墮落了</div><div style="text-align: center;">很確實</div><div style="text-align: center;">我想,我的鬱悶來自心底</div><div style="text-align: center;">那一份我一直不敢面對的心情</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">我要的東西我還能得到嗎</div><div style="text-align: center;">怎麼有種心有餘而力不足的感覺</div><div style="text-align: center;">那份衝勁呢</div><div 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href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSzbHTm1nsS6nf5k08YZbO-p6Xj3b6nHTeAkvG42P8o09458klTMSQSelTeS-uym9VoYzFkrlZkhlWBubRULHTk2RvJWYqpUxpSirgr95_06110vwqpNJ-PrQVQ7S5zeslhYUaN9KsPAg/s1600/67224-Royalty-Free-RF-Clipart-Illustration-Of-A-Crazy-Mad-Orange-Emoticon-Face-Version-4.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSzbHTm1nsS6nf5k08YZbO-p6Xj3b6nHTeAkvG42P8o09458klTMSQSelTeS-uym9VoYzFkrlZkhlWBubRULHTk2RvJWYqpUxpSirgr95_06110vwqpNJ-PrQVQ7S5zeslhYUaN9KsPAg/s320/67224-Royalty-Free-RF-Clipart-Illustration-Of-A-Crazy-Mad-Orange-Emoticon-Face-Version-4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535699107130239954" /></a></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSzbHTm1nsS6nf5k08YZbO-p6Xj3b6nHTeAkvG42P8o09458klTMSQSelTeS-uym9VoYzFkrlZkhlWBubRULHTk2RvJWYqpUxpSirgr95_06110vwqpNJ-PrQVQ7S5zeslhYUaN9KsPAg/s1600/67224-Royalty-Free-RF-Clipart-Illustration-Of-A-Crazy-Mad-Orange-Emoticon-Face-Version-4.jpg"></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">很煩,很煩</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的很煩~</div><div style="text-align: center;">寫了一大堆沒有次序的東西。。</div></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-2534106957707057602010-10-30T14:52:00.001+08:002010-10-30T14:57:46.748+08:00射手座<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么,但是她一直都很清楚,她不想要的是什么。</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她总喜欢做幕后的看客,冷冷地,静静地看着一切,在她眼里,一切都在她的 意料之中,她并不觉得有什么是新奇的</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果她表现得新奇,那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人,永远置身事外。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">你不要责怪她冷漠,这是她保护自己的唯一方式。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她像一只刺猬,随时竖起自己身上的刺,但她的刺不会伤人,她只是用来武装自己。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她不敢要太多的爱,她怕享受完爱之后,剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时,她不但不会欣喜,反而会惊惧地逃走,她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果你得到她的喜爱,那是因为她已经知道如何面对,如何回报了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她懂得爱人,但她不习惯爱人,她知道爱往往伴随着恨,而恨,是太沉重的伤痛,也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她不想痛,也就懒得去恨,于是,为了防范恨与痛的到来,她只好选择不爱</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">即使爱,也是淡淡的,冷冷的。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">别怪她,她是真的不知道如何专注</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她,她之所以选择虚伪,那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">拒绝不了的事</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她不习惯承诺,也不懂得拒绝,她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过,只好令自己难过。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,她将自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道,受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样,将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">别以为她很洒脱,很多时候,她其实是放不下的</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她比任何人都要敏感,都要细腻,但她不会让你知道,她明白,即使你知道了,也是无济于事。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她的心是把握不住的风,她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她不是不想平静,她只是找不到平静的理由,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色,她只有不停地寻求,寻求自己最终的目的。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">如果她找到了,她会毫不犹豫地停下来,从此放弃心灵的漂泊。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">很遗憾,她永远也不会满足,她的追求永不停止。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她的心再累,无法逼迫自己放弃梦想,梦想是她唯一的支撑点。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她非常渴求完美,虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">但,她有绝对追求完美的执着。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">你若令她失望,她会不可挽回地离开,即使她的心在滴血,即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命,她也绝不回头。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">那个时候,你在她脸上所看到的是让人寒心的决绝。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">即使她还在你的身边,她的心也早就离你十万八千里,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">你看不到她的恨,但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊,也可以在后半钟 冷漠得让你不可接受。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">不要问她为什么这样善变,她也不知道。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,千万不要迷惑</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">不管她看起来是多么的疯狂,她内心其实是冷静的</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤,她只是习惯,也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">因为她觉得这是义务,也是权利,她是制造气氛的能手</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来,但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她并不如你们看到的那么快乐,同样,也不如你们看到的那么忧伤,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">只是,她忧郁时,喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当她快乐时,忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">在她的世界里,盛着的不是快乐的源泉,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子,你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">但是,你若有心,你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">还有她的眼底,竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自己。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">她心里的,是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强,只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱</span></span></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-54977815008518674162010-10-30T13:26:00.004+08:002010-10-30T13:34:25.358+08:00A.R.G.Hwhat a dam shit mood today<div>what a fuck bored today</div><div>what's going on me today</div><div>LMAO~~~~~~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>what's had happen on me?</div><div>I'm cheerful,outgoing,enjoy social all the ways</div><div>well,I'm not being that now</div><div>why.?!</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm just 21 yrs old.</div><div>I still like to shop with my buddies.</div><div>I still enjoy lepak everywhere with my buddies</div><div>we club,we game,we shop,we chat....</div><div>BUT now</div><div>I just like another otaku</div><div>staying in my room</div><div>watchin drama,anime</div><div>playing games</div><div>what else I can do beside that and work</div><div><br /></div><div>I had forgot how long I dint wear my other clothes</div><div>how long I dint make-up</div><div>omg.........</div><div>I hate my life now,it become quite</div><div>I don't want ordinary life</div><div>I need some excited,cheerful things happen.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">H.E.L.P</span></span></span></b></span></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-66801652990494387012010-10-27T10:52:00.003+08:002010-10-27T11:07:55.558+08:00噩夢的開始吵架,越來越嚴重了<div>無理取鬧,任性妄為</div><div>通通都來了</div><div>就連平時不敢說的話</div><div>全部比利巴拉說完出來了</div><div><br /></div><div>這一次的東西</div><div>我全部都徹徹底底收拾好離開了</div><div>那一剎那,我真的很想去找我的表妹</div><div>那一剎那,我真的很想離開</div><div>無聲地哭泣</div><div>眼淚流到滿床都是</div><div>結果就睡著了</div><div><br /></div><div>你搖醒了我</div><div>朦朧地看著你</div><div>那股衝動,很想,習慣性地抓著你的手</div><div>在那不清醒的狀態下</div><div>我以為前一分鐘發生的事情</div><div>都只是一場夢</div><div>眼尾瞄一瞄</div><div>行李就在我隔壁</div><div>原來,這是真的~~~~</div><div>很難過,很難受</div><div>不想起來,繼續睡下去</div><div><br /></div><div>這一次,真的可以如你所說的</div><div>我會過得比從前開心?</div><div>我可以避違別人的冷眼涼語?</div><div><br /></div><div>在另一頭看熱鬧的傢伙</div><div>應該會落井下石,在一旁開心的開香檳了吧~</div><div>你們說過的話,做過的東西</div><div>不要以為我真的不知道</div><div>誰對我好,誰對我假</div><div>我都看得一清二楚</div><div>面對麻煩只會把責任亂推~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>這一切煩惱</div><div>我真的希望,可以很好的畫上句點。</div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-67733018408958235432010-10-17T02:38:00.006+08:002010-10-17T02:53:18.632+08:00SingleLife or CoupleLifeIt's been a long time to update my blog.<div>May be it's because there's nothing gonna happen within this few week.</div><div>May be I'm not going to share my story,my feeling,my mood to anyone.</div><div>May be I still can't figure out how to express.</div><div>Even by tears or by words.</div><div>So,</div><div>I'm not crying&blogging.</div><div><br /></div><div>Honestly,I'm tired to be with him.</div><div>Many tears had gone during the midnight.</div><div>No one will know, no one will understand.</div><div>It's his fault or mine.</div><div>I think it's both.</div><div>I have no idea to explain it.</div><div><br /></div><div>He's the one who tried to mess my mood.</div><div>He's the one who din't care me while I'm hurt.</div><div>He's the one who will talk something to hurt you when He's get mad on it.</div><div>He's the one who tired to threat me.</div><div>He's totally different from all my previous one.</div><div>I don't know how to handle this case.</div><div>It's the first time.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes,I just wanna make a decision and leave it.</div><div>But,it's hard and I'm not willing to so.</div><div>Sometimes,I tried to pester or console.</div><div>Well,the same face expression.</div><div><br /></div><div>Stay together maybe is a sweet case for somebody</div><div>Well,I'm suffering on it.</div><div>I prefer to move out from his mind,his sight</div><div>RIGHT NOW.</div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh-Hvvq0azcx36N0yEKdEt2KfwQ1qmkElr-tX7uXsBcF4MufyzOSDSkbXqfL-rspb95JaJjQgDHnE0Q1X_EhP1NGC1Z92DLowXD5MG1UhKod6zXvyvVKmhA3ictU5HMOKgG56a-VN2xJc/s320/DSC_0063a.jpg" /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-56303579154431324952010-10-12T03:43:00.001+08:002010-10-12T03:54:15.978+08:00请珍惜20岁时陪在你身边的女孩<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 16px; "><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">这时的她心地最善良,有点成熟,又有点孩子气</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">男孩子二十风左右是他最暗淡的日子</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">这时的他什么都没有,不独立又不想依靠,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">挣扎着彷徨着,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">寻找着自己的位置</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">如果一个男孩子遇见了一年纪相当的女孩子,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">请一定要珍惜她,因为这个女孩子是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">20岁,是一个男生什么都没有的时候,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">给不了女生任何,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">但现在20岁,是一个女生青春灿烂的时候,她却选择跟了你.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">20岁一上男生最低潮的时候,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">现实说没有房,没有车,没有事业,没有钱......</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">.内涵点说,没有责任心,不够成熟,没学会包容........</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">有的最多也只是一张帅气点儿年轻的脸,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">但他们却容易凭借着自己的年轻去贪心,花心,伤害.......</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">做一些冲动的事,自认为很勇敢的却从一去想结果的事.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">20岁,一个女生最青春的时候,而且是青春很干净又最灿烂的时候,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">她拥有着最真诚的心,很单纯的只想好好对一个人,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">男人随着年龄增长会越来越有魅力,而女人随着年龄的增长,会越来越暗淡,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">她的暗淡不是因为内在,阅历只会让人成熟而更有魅力.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">而是刀子的容颜,青春是永远败给时间的,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">不论曾经有多少人爱慕你年轻的容颜,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">随着时间,这些人早已烟消云散,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">不再陪在其你的身边,过客........</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">而女人却是容易傻的为一个无情的男人耗尽她的一生.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">而一生有多长?长的都可怕</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">不必虚伪,任何男人都中是喜欢年轻的女子,喜欢她们的青春........</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">而青春可以保留多久?</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">没错,这个社会是肮脏的,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">所以让生活在里面的男人和女人慢慢的沦陷,沉迷.........</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">变成自私不负责任的男人.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">虚荣现实的女人,而原来的直诚已经被磨的早已经不见踪影,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">直到在和别人谈真诚时别人会说;"真诚?真诚值几个钱?而谁又没有真诚过啊?:</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">所以,20岁,这个让人心动的年龄,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">女生和一个20岁的男生在一起为的是什么?</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">你什么都没有,她选择跟了你.</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">只是因为她诚实的面对自已那颗真诚的心喜着你,想和你在一起,对你好,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">不想想任何,那样纯粹</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">所以男孩仪请珍惜20岁时陪在你身边的女孩,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">因为她是用自己人生最美好的时光去爱你的,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">二十岁的爱是最纯洁的爱,</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">这种毫不计较为对方付出的爱是没有精力再来第二次的</span></p><p style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"></span></p></span>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-56966673948322736742010-09-26T23:45:00.003+08:002010-09-27T00:47:40.462+08:00empty.life.complicated<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">Erm,I totally don't know how to start this article</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">My mind is complicated.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">It's totally mess up my mind.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">I don't know how to describe my feeling.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">It caused by HIM.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">haiz~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">
<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Feel like wanna share my experience with my buddies here</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's cool for ushered as a bikini girl at Lost World,Tambum</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">and also ushering during the Arthur's Day at Sunway Theme Park.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I met many pretties.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">
<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Keep posing for shoot at Lost World is tired.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's the 1st time I dance on the dance floor in front the crowd.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's quite happening over there.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I met many old friends there^^</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Those are seldom meet seem we're graduated since high school.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Good to back my hometown.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">
<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It can be a first time I can enjoy the live of the artist</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Sean Kingston-he's so cute...^^</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Mzz Nina&Colby O'Donis-I totally don't know he's the artist,his hair dam curly.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Flo Rida-he's the most happening artist during all of them</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">others,I don't know who was them....heeees~~~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">
<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">More jobs are coming up.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Hope to meet the same babes~~~<3</span></div><div>
<br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-61396004462206519802010-09-10T05:05:00.005+08:002010-09-10T05:32:48.427+08:00YOU & MEKeep cryin for today.I have no idea for my temper right now.Is it getting worst now?Yea,It's dam fucking get to the worst.I miss him and don't wanna let him leave me even it's just a moment.<br /><br /><br />I hate argue with you cause my temper and his unacceptable reason.I need a mature guy to take care of me all the time,but I don't wanna lost him.It's such a contradiction situation in my mind.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">I love the way him call me ferkferk,bibi,sohpo,abnormal(in chinese)...blablabla~~~xD<br /><br /><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgstZHHROslfuAYHaixGn3x2GYj-lkWCg9YwhyOZn_00gO11NiecnYVrzONjRZzas8Guz1WjC0gpcUtOa3HbA_Vsb5nVBHtW2gjeuxTfSy9wMj7a9lbG7ZMjlINEPCLHU6NE_XHUXSYwLM/s1600/DSC00028.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgstZHHROslfuAYHaixGn3x2GYj-lkWCg9YwhyOZn_00gO11NiecnYVrzONjRZzas8Guz1WjC0gpcUtOa3HbA_Vsb5nVBHtW2gjeuxTfSy9wMj7a9lbG7ZMjlINEPCLHU6NE_XHUXSYwLM/s400/DSC00028.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515024259133477362" border="0" /></a><br /><br />This-the ferkferk.But Sheena says it's look like Simon..@@<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">I don't like to be romantic with him.I enjoy the surprise he giving me.I enjoy the day&night with him.I love to see his silly face once i open my eyes.<br /><br />No matter how caprice I'm,he also try to stand for it.Even he's fail to do so,even we're arguing.Well,he's the one who hold me again.<br /><br /></div></div>I hate the loneliness covering the atmosphere of his room while he's going to work,class or hanging out..blablabla...It make me feel that I'm just a THING.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm6ECWATjVdkjn6O6uBvf35pKuYro0FMVKz9SKTZMcawRiyljVcVX1s9nofzvwMiOMO-hNyE-7FsqlhbML-iu_HUcSPQQS28LCOMpcSIxBXwlv-u0CdRHPWJBup6CWG6-ASFmSqJIstGI/s1600/44722_425038729212_702699212_5035709_8308213_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm6ECWATjVdkjn6O6uBvf35pKuYro0FMVKz9SKTZMcawRiyljVcVX1s9nofzvwMiOMO-hNyE-7FsqlhbML-iu_HUcSPQQS28LCOMpcSIxBXwlv-u0CdRHPWJBup6CWG6-ASFmSqJIstGI/s400/44722_425038729212_702699212_5035709_8308213_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515028842772678706" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiieWN7klL1xbz7xnI7KkHJxjl_ZWt5alIujUZy4UEvQZ8Uj6RjNQlk_iHX8SPjLSGVrf4C4nQhyphenhyphenqQQQjorgOzJl-bV9B_4tYoky0taqv4VmB-hVbtG3TM2fkU_zo5_8HaTR5lcac6oCF0/s1600/44722_425038734212_702699212_5035710_8037944_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiieWN7klL1xbz7xnI7KkHJxjl_ZWt5alIujUZy4UEvQZ8Uj6RjNQlk_iHX8SPjLSGVrf4C4nQhyphenhyphenqQQQjorgOzJl-bV9B_4tYoky0taqv4VmB-hVbtG3TM2fkU_zo5_8HaTR5lcac6oCF0/s400/44722_425038734212_702699212_5035710_8037944_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515028847516175778" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I look like a short weirdo~@<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkQ5iOzjuCDu3KTCELQ_C6DgkixHL392j9DyutNdPEpRR1ZO_9QKXlUGRMsoAZIu6wEQpcZvpaZB9UV1dVzjfFnymXA2Qh_9mevW7f6weugs5HqjKMNknK_jnUNB7THlp9mY714qig4L4/s1600/46109_423938659212_702699212_5004709_7792065_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkQ5iOzjuCDu3KTCELQ_C6DgkixHL392j9DyutNdPEpRR1ZO_9QKXlUGRMsoAZIu6wEQpcZvpaZB9UV1dVzjfFnymXA2Qh_9mevW7f6weugs5HqjKMNknK_jnUNB7THlp9mY714qig4L4/s400/46109_423938659212_702699212_5004709_7792065_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515028863138854930" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><br /><br />The day I be with you is just a short period but it's like years.Do this relationship can last for years?Even it's just a year.I'll appreciate it.Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-90028986834714054262010-09-08T04:14:00.003+08:002010-09-08T04:35:23.754+08:00慘痛<div style="text-align: center;">慘了慘了</div><div style="text-align: center;">我的生活已經徹底的顛倒了</div><div style="text-align: center;">尤其是昨天,</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的超級白~!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">6點才下班</div><div style="text-align: center;">好痛苦啊~~~~~~</div><div style="text-align: center;">本來說好今天去紋身的</div><div style="text-align: center;">結果</div><div style="text-align: center;">我當然睡得像豬呀~~</div><div style="text-align: center;">再一次的放飛機了</div><div style="text-align: center;">paise~~~~~~~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">這是我上班的樣子了</div><div style="text-align: center;">穿著這透視的黑絲襪</div><div style="text-align: center;">走在sunwaypyramid</div><div style="text-align: center;">好奇怪~~@@</div><div style="text-align: center;">不管它了</div><div style="text-align: center;">呵呵</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhW8U-yhTjhCKnbc9Xxy3xvdXTPOpWmzFAPFbAb1UhuYIsoDzTjYoZDFR41sd5CU8wK28u2WmdVJPgblD2QqVdvyWjBLteY4OpezESpqBg4lRMhKkp4if_s-SFX1BG8YW2PRvtnE7R3tMs/s1600/DSC00008.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhW8U-yhTjhCKnbc9Xxy3xvdXTPOpWmzFAPFbAb1UhuYIsoDzTjYoZDFR41sd5CU8wK28u2WmdVJPgblD2QqVdvyWjBLteY4OpezESpqBg4lRMhKkp4if_s-SFX1BG8YW2PRvtnE7R3tMs/s400/DSC00008.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5514268612490983858" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">上班到了3點多</div><div style="text-align: center;">還以為可以下班了</div><div style="text-align: center;">結果</div><div style="text-align: center;">還要去另一個房間</div><div style="text-align: center;">遇到一個超級LC的顧客</div><div style="text-align: center;">25歲的二世祖</div><div style="text-align: center;">以為坐ferrari就大玩</div><div style="text-align: center;">還真的看不慣這種仙人</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">喝了Hennessy XO</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的不錯喝</div><div style="text-align: center;">超愛的</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是</div><div style="text-align: center;">加上我最討厭的Black Label</div><div style="text-align: center;">那味道簡直就是要我的命</div><div style="text-align: center;">在回家的半路就嘔死了</div><div style="text-align: center;">還好有 Evans 幫我準備熱水洗澡</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的謝謝他咯</div><div style="text-align: center;">不過我的Dear就可憐咯</div><div style="text-align: center;">6點多半夜被我吵醒</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">BeachParty快到了</div><div style="text-align: center;">我還沒有買到白色高跟鞋</div><div style="text-align: center;">還要agent有提供Bikini</div><div style="text-align: center;">要不然,那麼龜毛的我 </div><div style="text-align: center;">都不知道幾時才可以買到</div><div style="text-align: center;">到底要穿怎樣的高跟鞋~~~</div><div style="text-align: center;">煩 啊煩啊 </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-10155257686468205722010-09-05T02:59:00.002+08:002010-09-05T03:20:54.707+08:00迷茫有時候在想<div>到底是迷失了自己還是方向</div><div>站在這個人生的交叉</div><div>那么多個出口</div><div>我很彷徨</div><div><br /></div><div>開始忘記自己本來的目的</div><div>開始忘記自己到底要做些什么呢</div><div>現在的工作和陪坐真的沒有什么分別</div><div>幸運的,就遇到好的客人</div><div>不好的,就遇到抹上摸下的</div><div>不過上班了兩天都沒遇上這樣的人</div><div>反而讓我看到那邊女孩子的恐怖</div><div>太驚人</div><div>搞得我都不敢看</div><div>還真的夠力下的</div><div><br /></div><div>為了錢,</div><div>那么多女生要出賣自己的肉體</div><div>難道要做到那樣嗎?</div><div>那些錢真的不夠花嗎?</div><div>到底是為了什么?</div><div>物質?學業?家庭?</div><div><br /></div><div>不過,在那邊</div><div>我只需要做好自己的本分</div><div>不要超過自己的原則</div><div>存好錢</div><div>我要買車</div><div>我要買D90</div><div>我要買回我的電話~!!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-54533121798710924152010-08-27T01:19:00.004+08:002010-08-27T01:42:37.661+08:00I'M depressed..=(<div style="text-align: center;">I think many people on facebook<br />my lovely friends<br />would like to know what's going on with me<br />while my phone had been stolen by a fucking moron<br /><br />well,it's kinda a stupid of me<br />I don't know how to explain<br />I'm not willing to tell those who aren't close with me<br />anyway,I thank for the caring for you guy<br />I thank for those who like to gossip my stuff<br /><br />Non-repudiation,my Iphone had been stolen by a moron<br />and<br />he was a chinese,29 years old<br />I'm dam fucking hate these fellow<br />If I can meet him again<br />sure I'll cut his penis!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFfo9SnkRyeFPOULOaOU91sBQGN5yA1Ger_BmN2Yo_znfiCR84das7fbYEoEbgEFPf6JN54pZClphKpLrl6YEyfirv6Ut39W4sUEiXL1BaMtPg4IeO6o7NSInzczgrhvjAZSClrHJHEls/s1600/41000_1578274698951_1298139964_31579423_4250539_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFfo9SnkRyeFPOULOaOU91sBQGN5yA1Ger_BmN2Yo_znfiCR84das7fbYEoEbgEFPf6JN54pZClphKpLrl6YEyfirv6Ut39W4sUEiXL1BaMtPg4IeO6o7NSInzczgrhvjAZSClrHJHEls/s400/41000_1578274698951_1298139964_31579423_4250539_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509772344638982226" border="0" /></a><br />He's my dear<br />I know he isn't mature enough to take care of me<br />Everything I hope just a little simple thing<br />The day I lost my iphone<br />I was depressed well I din't show to others even HIM<br />laughing,hanging out,crazying,fooling around<br />No matter how much I try to act<br />I can't forget<br />It already happened!<br />even the next day I wake up<br />I still under a fucking depress mood<br />I know I'm annoying for him at that moment<br />while he's hungry,headache,gastric<br />well,I hope he can understand me<br />He know who I'm<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />只想要一個像小說版的王子出現在我的身邊<br />在我最無助,局勢,失落<br />伸出他那無私的雙手<br />拋開他的私人情感<br />讓我可以盡情地在他的身上任性撒嬌<br />就算,他也處在不開心的情況<br />可是,還會有這樣的人嗎?<br />現在有的只是互相體諒,互相照顧,互相包容<br />有時候<br />我也想休息~<br /><br /><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-64306200312341711712010-08-13T23:43:00.012+08:002010-08-16T14:59:19.555+08:00What A bad luck~!!<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">這個地方比起我的hometown<br />遠遠的不安全<br />行竊的事件發生得特別多<br /><br />前陣子<br />姑姑家進賊<br />3部laptop被偷了<br />許多現金也沒有了<br /><br />昨天 clubbing 后<br />和朋友在Jalan Ipoh 吃點心<br />朋友的車鏡被人割破了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">我的 IC,Lisence,ATM Card 還有一些錢也沒有了<br />媽的,我心愛的裙子和化妝品也報銷~~~~<br />我的朋友更慘<br />電話也沒了<br />不用說,錢也沒了啦<br />車鏡都不知道修理了要多少錢<br /><br />有時候真的不知道為什么那些人那么喜歡揩油~!<br />我上班的時候遇到的這件事,真的太過分了<br />我完全無法忍受~~!!!<br />我的朋友在clubbing的時候也是<br />也不知道那個人是誰<br />氣得她都哭了<br /><br />我發覺<br />beer和liquor是不可以一起喝的<br />一起喝了,肚子真的不好受<br />嘔到我要死的<br /><br />可憐的dear<br />明明已經累到走不到路<br />還要照顧我<br />弄東西給我吃,煲熱水給我洗澡<br />然后才一起睡覺<br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqRdywaySskfs1mMVKErd7-q7O7ieFw9SEW6P8SNBT-fusQReNM-hl2Lz8I2iW2_gfDBgYPiqgw24jjxjA63Uv9WDE4rZD3NRtc0LOjbOlAW_mFkem9F5z2gpksYpMI_LCyUKrbg09z68/s1600/39964_1562891074370_1298139964_31535421_2274746_n.jpg"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqRdywaySskfs1mMVKErd7-q7O7ieFw9SEW6P8SNBT-fusQReNM-hl2Lz8I2iW2_gfDBgYPiqgw24jjxjA63Uv9WDE4rZD3NRtc0LOjbOlAW_mFkem9F5z2gpksYpMI_LCyUKrbg09z68/s400/39964_1562891074370_1298139964_31535421_2274746_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504925632038934018" border="0" /></span></a><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-93497787351530722010-07-29T06:51:00.007+08:002010-08-16T00:07:45.167+08:00<( ̄oo, ̄)> 不在身邊的晚上<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">感覺上很久沒有上來更新<br />我的生活沒什麽好寫<br />只能說我的日子過得很頽廢<br />不找工作<br />懶惰~~~<br />天天窩在他的家<br />要嘛等他下課<br />要嘛等他下班<br />窮到要死的兩個人<br />哪裏都不能去<br />在家看戯,吃飯。。<br />好無聊。。。。。= ="<br /><br />喜歡他和我走在街上的感覺<br />拖着我那小手<br />走這,走哪<br />他第一次和我一樣<br />穿着沙灘褲,睡衣和拖鞋<br />兩個人走去Pyramid買菜。。。。xD<br />早知道把我們兩個人的傻樣拍下來<br />可是<br />他超不愛拍照的咯~~~</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(≥3≤)''</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />很多人都問我<br />爲什麽不找一個養得起你的男朋友<br />而是選擇了他<br />曾經,我告訴自己<br />我不會找一個要我出錢的男生做我的男朋友<br />然而,當他出現<br />你也管不了那麽多了</span><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">~~~</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(≧◡≦) </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />不過還好不是完全AA啦<br />有時候你的,有時候我的<br /><br />前陣子在Ts做promoter<br />天啊<br />我應該很久沒有做promoter了<br />站到我的腳都快要斷掉了<br />媽媽的~~~>< 還好回到家有人幫我按摩~~</span><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">~</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(✿◠‿◠)</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />那一天沒什麽人的<br />好無聊<br />一直和他sms<br />他說他在家睡覺<br />結果當我和朋友去吃晚餐的時候<br />竟然給我看到他<br />原來他在等我下班和我一起搭ktm回家<br />我笑着和他說,“嘻嘻,第一次和你搭。。”<br />結果他說,“然後?”<br />Zzzz,好煞啊~~!!~~~</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(┬_┬)↘</span></span>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-66444859193903092502010-07-12T19:13:00.004+08:002010-08-16T00:08:06.252+08:00曾经,曾经。<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">年轻,我曾经年轻过<br />朝气,我曾经朝气过<br />好多好多的曾经。。<br /><br />曾经我就像每个女孩一样<br />渴望自己的初恋是甜蜜的<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心遇上了一个花心男<br />他分手的理由超逊的<br /><br />曾经我就像每个人一样<br />渴望自己的成绩可以很好<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心碰上自己的小聪明<br />成绩也只是马马虎虎<br /><br />曾经我就像身边的朋友一样<br />渴望自己的恋爱可以很长久<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心碰上了叛逆的灵魂<br />恋情也只不过半推半就的结束了<br /><br />曾经我就像网络恋人一样<br />渴望自己的也可以像他们一样<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心遇上了一个有“妇”之夫<br />敢情是多么的虚伪阿<br /><br />曾经我就像每个人一样<br />渴望自己的家是幸福,开心的<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心来到这个世界上<br />家,只不过一个代名词<br /><br />曾经我就像每个人一样<br />渴望自己的朋友是友善的<br />然而我错了<br />我只是不小心成为他们的用具<br />朋友只不过是互相利用的<br />总有被背叛的一天<br /><br />曾经<br />曾经<br />曾经<br />曾经<br />曾经<br /><br /></span><br /></div>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-29429995454234815802010-07-12T02:30:00.003+08:002010-08-16T00:08:29.855+08:00The Day I at Ipoh=Crazy<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">感覺回來了<br />回到自己的 hometown<br />熟悉的朋友<br />熟悉的地方<br />爽啊~~~~!!<br /><br />回到家的第一天<br />脾氣不好的我<br />就和我家老頭大吵了一頓。。<br />我。。。又來了,又來了。<br />真糟糕~~<br /><br />第二天睡醒了就call了Jeorick出來吃午餐<br />我的生活習慣裡面<br />早餐已經沒有了,哈哈~<br />由於我到處找朋友的原因<br />忽略了他,他也沒有什麼東西可以做<br />就回家了<br />我呢,繼續和我的朋友聊天<br />感覺上好久沒有這種可以很輕鬆聊天了<br />這才是我自己嘛,哎喲<br />在東區巧遇sifatpoh<br />後來我們又去了imax<br />打機的打機;上網的上網<br /><br />第三天,我又睡遲了<br />sifatpoh打來叫醒我<br />可是,我還是繼續睡到2點多<br />立刻call Hoshi載我去染頭髮了<br />染了一個蠻淺的顏色<br />不過我嫌那個顏色還不夠亮<br />等Hoshi教完class<br />就去pasarmalam了<br />這個是我們每個星期2都會去的地方<br />去了pasarmalam<br />我們去funpark<br />我沒有試過一夥兒去這些地方玩<br />一起玩那個剪刀的 ,還有 BumperCar....<br />你撞我的,我撞你的<br />爽爽爽~~~<br />接著來,到然逝去Mcd報到~~<br />Goal~Goal~<br /><br />第四天,起床的時候就已經下大雨了<br />結果等到6點我才和 sifatpoh搭taxi出去了<br />今天逝去唱k的 時候<br />好期待all girls night...=)<br />我們在k房裡面簡直亂成一團。。。xD<br /><br />是時候回Pj了<br />有點不捨得<br />不想Pj那忙碌的生活<br />趕LRT的生活<br />haiz...<br />錢 啊。。。錢啊。。。快點飛來給我啊~~</span>Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-44014576248022334752010-07-06T04:18:00.003+08:002010-07-06T04:34:49.123+08:00再一次坐在這個冰冷<br />沒有你在身邊的冷氣房<br />我懷念你的體溫<br />你那大大的掌心<br />仿佛讓我找到了依靠<br /><br />寒冰的小手<br />碰觸的每一個鍵盤<br />都是沒有溫度的字母<br /><br />朦朧的視線里<br />手指飛快地敲打著鍵盤<br />也找不到一個安慰<br />我已經不知道自己的寫的東西<br />是對的還是錯的<br />無法判斷<br /><br />我的胃不斷地攪動著<br />很難受的痛<br />那種感覺<br />好像快要把肚子穿破<br /><br />看著電話的熒幕<br />沒有你的來電<br />沒有你的消息<br />斷了嗎?<br /><br />睜不開的眼睛<br />看不清的字幕<br />無法舒緩的痛<br />也比不上心里的寒冷Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3923918389411266530.post-33617114222336760702010-07-01T06:33:00.003+08:002010-07-01T07:03:52.460+08:00掙扎。。彷徨。。還記得那一天<br />朋友來找我<br /><br />他說, 你來到了這裡,你一定會變的<br />我問他, 我會變得怎樣?<br />他說, 變得和這裡的女生一樣,變得很勢利<br />我告訴他,我不會,我還有我的原則<br /><br />後來,我發現<br />當我開始在有錢人的圈子打滾的當兒<br />我變得很現實,很重視金錢<br />我開始變得很勢利眼<br /><br />表妹還有堂妹都找到水魚買電腦給他們<br />而我呢,在就把那個機會讓了給堂妹<br />因爲,我覺得那個人還蠻噁心的<br />不想和他出去<br />表妹問過我,是否後悔<br />我說我沒有。<br />無可否認,我的確沒有後悔<br />很奇怪吧,可是就不爲什麽<br /><br />生活變得不一樣<br />開始想不通身邊的人到底在想什麽<br />我想,她也不能夠像以前一樣<br />完全了解我變得怎麽樣<br />到底我是怎麽一個人<br />連我自己也覺得很痛苦<br />好像跌進了一個深坑<br />一個無底洞<br /><br />我不想出賣自己的原則<br />我很掙扎<br />感覺很彷徨<br />沒有錢的日子真的很難熬<br />沒有人資助的日子很難受<br />我快要瘋狂了<br />我快想不通,幾乎想開口向家人要零用錢<br />可是,很快的<br />這個念頭就消失了<br /><br />假裝堅強真的好累<br />每一次的不開心都只會説沒事,沒啥,別擔心<br />我不知道我那一天會再一次的崩潰<br />再一次在公共場合丟臉<br />哭得稀里嘩啦的~Jessy魚丸http://www.blogger.com/profile/13452759535859503619noreply@blogger.com1