May be it's because there's nothing gonna happen within this few week.
May be I'm not going to share my story,my feeling,my mood to anyone.
May be I still can't figure out how to express.
Even by tears or by words.
So,
I'm not crying&blogging.
Honestly,I'm tired to be with him.
Many tears had gone during the midnight.
No one will know, no one will understand.
It's his fault or mine.
I think it's both.
I have no idea to explain it.
He's the one who tried to mess my mood.
He's the one who din't care me while I'm hurt.
He's the one who will talk something to hurt you when He's get mad on it.
He's the one who tired to threat me.
He's totally different from all my previous one.
I don't know how to handle this case.
It's the first time.
Sometimes,I just wanna make a decision and leave it.
But,it's hard and I'm not willing to so.
Sometimes,I tried to pester or console.
Well,the same face expression.
Stay together maybe is a sweet case for somebody
Well,I'm suffering on it.
I prefer to move out from his mind,his sight
RIGHT NOW.
勉强没幸福～～
ReplyDeletei think u have heard tis phrase before rite?
if tis really has become too hard for u to continue to stay with him,better leave..to prevent getting hurt again n again..
if still can bear with him,then just hope tat one day,the day tat he will change n appreciate u more n more...
so..
cheer up ya~ ^^
i can understand it...
ReplyDeletechill lar ... ur situation almost same as me nie ...
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