Beauty contest

Last wednesday,3 March 2010

my friend called me while i was sleeping

she asking me whether m i going for the beauty competition which held at TinValley

Im nt interesting on it actually but after that another frz calling me go for it..
due to some reason,Xuan & me took part in this competition

when we arrived there only realize it was Miss Malaysia competition( Perak Selection)

omg,I felt stress when face those competitors and some of them were damn famous on facebook

I meet Peggy and Jane..

wiwit,they were gorgeous.

I do not like the make up & hair-style which make up by MODE.so on Xuan don't like also..

the 1st round was casual wear n introduce myself

the 2nd round was swim-wear..omg,that shocked me.!

that was the 1st time I wore bikini...feel shy~~~><

the 3rd round was dinner dress

whole event,I hard to smile,it wasn't me when smiling there...

just a weirdo....

Many uncle around there,

seems don't have someone know me

I din't feel nervous.luckily~^^

Finally,Xuan get in the 2nd held~^^

Even I dint get anything,at least it was a memorable experience in life..

Never Regret~

斷了的弦

今天突然想起這首

想起了裏面的歌詞

那時多麽的貼切啊

斷了的弦再怎麼連　我的感覺你已聽不見　你的轉變像斷掉的弦　再怎麼接音都不對　你的改變我能夠分辨

昨天，我在facebook post 了

愛情裏，我是個很保守的女生~~呵呵。。。我不喜歡我的男朋友說粗言，賭博，抽煙，天天夜店和網咖。。。可是我卻可以讓你flirt~

其實我是想對你說的

看見你在facebook上很多粗言

都在玩poker

還有

我很難相信你沒有抽煙了

我知道你看到這個

你一定以爲我在找男朋友

你在facebook post

'disappointed on u'

這一刻，我真的要狠下心放手了

對你不應該還有不需要的留戀

當初，是我選擇了放 single

我不想讓別人知道我和你

可是，我不像以前一樣

找別的男生

哈~~這一點還真的不像我。。

一直以來都怕自己不捨得，也哭過

我們都知道是沒有結果的

我們都只是捨不得

現在是時候放手了

25Feb2010

I freaking hate myself

Am I still available for study~?

I don't know.

I skip my class since I have no transport to get there.

I forget when is my class.

I forget to do my tutorial question.

After Chinese New Year,

I forget I have replacement class for today.

1530pm,though wanna go class but without transport

my laziness come out

what the hell going on~?

If the venue of my class still remain the same like last sem

I will walk to there

But,it aren't..!!that's freaking far...

I check on the bus schedule...

why don't have any bus go campus at this moment?

crashing my head gaogao.....

I don't like myself being like that

My face getting worst now

red and my skin is peeling....

I crawl it non-stop and also my ear

I have no motivation on my studies.

I can't concentrate..